HAVtyKzobzaqjp vložil/a Marcin 2012-05-17 07:16:16
| that Jesus was both god and man, but I am not god, only a person. I would cry out my own veosrin of God, why have you forsaken me? before and my comfort came from knowing that Jesus DID understand. In a lot of the Psalms, the writers are angry, bitter, lonely, depressed, and feel so hopeless but they generally end it on a more cheerful note. It hasn't been my experience to be able to do this even if I end with cheerful words, my heart is totally disagreeing. I often feel much more alone by the end of a Psalm than I did beforehand. What I do like about this perspective though is that it ends in they will proclaim his righteousness ' because this was something that many forgot about even though the Bible is completely solid on this. For the knowledge of the glory of God shall cover the earth as the waters cover the sea' and May all the peoples praise Him' and Every tongue, tribe, and nation' and so on and so on. People think Jesus came just for them, but forget that Jesus came for more than them. He wanted the Good News' to be spread to the entire world, but people never went out and made disciples. They took His love and never gave it, and it became a selfish trophy instead of a blessing. Ghandi once said that he would have become a Christian if he'd met one person who lived and loved like Jesus, but there was none. I grew up in church since second grade and was always pressured to be a good Christian girl and I sincerely loved and wanted to follow God, but I felt that I never really knew him and His blessings I'm sure they were there, but I couldn't feel them. I can know so many facts about Jesus and know the things he said, but still not know him. It's like how I can research any celebrities autobiographies and study their quotes, but it doesn't mean I know them either. That's how I feel about Jesus. I can study the Bible for an eternity and I can't get closer to Jesus without His acceptance and His grace, but years and years go by and I'm still no closer to Him. So, in the end, I believe in Jesus that he is real and is who he says he is (occasionally, I question it but generally I am firm in that belief) but I don't always believe in him. He says he has compassion, but I'm not so sure. It's said to knock and the door shall be opened, but the door never opens for me. I pasted scriptures and prayers and thanksgiving all over my wall beside my bed to remind me of my journey with God in case I ever began to doubt, but in the end, the more I saw of my journey, the more I doubted. I'm not sure this all made sense with your post. I feel like this was a case of my circular thinking so it probably seems way off-topic. Anyways, I'm relieved to have been able to share my thoughts, even though this was posted about a year ago.
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